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ARTS AND CULTURE

Man with secret lives

  • 20 June 2018

 

 Selected poems

 

 

Cat and man

 

he, the cat on my lap

me, the man with the cat on his lap

yellow light sliding through window

 

in the blank tv screen

i see leaves outside

they reach inside

 

the cat stops cleaning

i stop thinking

 

he, the cat on my lap

me, the man with the cat on my lap

are silent and still

 

the cat on the lap vanishes

the man with no cat on his lap vanishes

 

so do the sofa walls roof cushions books

everything

 

that which was known is not known for —

 

the knower has vanished also

 

 

 

Man with secret lives

 

I visit McDonald's and talk knowingly with the staff.

I have a comb-over.

Evenings, I drink large quantities of stout.

I am good at yoga.

 

I meet women and men for sex in their cars.

I give motivational talks in boardrooms.

I'm Mike Jagger, psychiatric nurse.

 

I have failed at every task

 

When I drink coffee I roll it over my tongue and remember

how I grew the beans myself

on my own plantations in Guatamala.

I hope my secret family there is doing well.

 

I captain this battleship in tight formation with destroyers and frigates.

 

My contemporary dance company is in constant demand.

We travel to festivals in Europe, driving audiences wild.

 

I am a busy man but I sleep well.

I walk daily in green forests and absorb the auras of giant trees.

I wake early and clean the floors of filthy kitchens.

 

My hand is steady.

My eye is true.

My hearing accurate.

I remember everything and forget what I choose.

 

I tell only the truth.

 

 

 

Boundless

 

If I keep searching, I'll find her

among these black umbrellas

and bright parasols.

 

She's here somewhere.

Black birds are calling us both,

so I know where she is headed.

 

Down this autumnal path, between these trees

with an easy gate opening before us to a gentle decline,

a coast and a beach and a ship with black sails hoist,

an attentive crew and a following breeze.

 

We'll step aboard, leave land,

follow the sea's blind arrows

to an horizon rolling before,

where boundlessness will be ours.