Learning to love not needing men

Dear Isabella. You sound happy and relaxed, having dispensed with the fake watches, rings, tans and identities of the male. Should I tell you about the car (a red MG, second hand) I liked more than the boyfriend? Or the Lothario who treated me to a banquet of fish and chips (wrapped in newspaper)? I'm much happier now as i can laugh at my many gaffes (sometimes). Peace and joy.

A brave and honest reflection. Thanks Isabella. Your words resonated a lot with me and my own story. Women have a lot to learn about the price paid for relationships.

Good on you, Isabella, you have reached emotional maturity and you will now be able to steam ahead and have a fulfilled life....all the best.

Thank you Isabella. my husband died when I was fifty and I was not young when I married. In a way I know both worlds. Marriage can have moments of great joy, but also hardship. I have never seen such an honest appraisal of the pitfalls and frustrations of dating. I have tried to explain to unmarried, middle age women the wonders that you have discovered without success. i will keep your article as a reference. I love everything that you write. please continue.

As a long term committed married man I can understand where you're coming from Isabella. Marriage - especially as we are led to imagine it - is no simple 'Open Sesame' to 'happiness'. They say wisdom comes when you are older and have felt the harsh buffeting real life often dishes out. I think that is pretty true. I think you show it.

What a wise and generous person you are, Isabella. Thank you for sharing your journey with such wit, grace, insight and humour. Pilgrim's progress indeed and an Easter gift to us all. Enjoy your well-earned peace and friendships.

Isabella Fels you are brave and positive and honest. I always love reading your work and I really value your time spent on all of your writing pieces. Your always so dedicated to your work and thoughts. Great work Keep it up and Well Done!

Dear Isabella, I think that your conclusion that you are better off on your own without a male is a good one. I write this as an observer of Australian culture where patriarchal culture is embedded deep into our consciousness. It appears that one of the main narratives of the culture that is continually perpetuated, "mateship", promotes the male to male bond of friendship and is an ideal continually espoused and where the female is always relegated to the outsider position and therefore is an "inferior" and not a true equal to the male. This patriarchal position is reinforced by an all male priesthood, a dominant male football culture at the expense of arts, and the Anzac traditions unfortunately. In the Anzac traditions we rarely hear of the nurses who risked their lives and the "comfort women" whose bodies became part of the prize of engaging in war. Or the sacrifices of women who give up their lives to save their children in in harrowing circumstances. No women will never be considered a true "mate" of the male. So until this patriarchal stronghold is challenged, women might as well be considered as being out of the photo frame. Good luck

Your article, Isabella, has made me think about whether my situation is even a tiny bit similar - simply because I can relate to your strong yearnings for the ideal relationship. And although I'm in a totally different predicament as a gay man, I found myself realising that my journey would take a lot longer to unravel than that of my schoolmates and workmates. And after many years of juggling opposing moral and psychological advice (with the church I was baptised into and grew up in telling me I'm intrinisically disordered and obliged to be eternally celibate, and mainstream psycholigists telling me that lack of exceptance of sexual orientation is a mental disorder)... is it any wonder I so strongly empathise with how you learned to find love right where you are? In some ways I believe the same sex marriage campaign is more about dealing with people's wounds and wanting to be accepted and loved - rather than just getting married for the hell of it. And I suspect there'll be many people like me, when SSM laws are eventually passed, who will simply be glad knowing they're allowed to marry - but feel much freer and much happier not marrying. (And just as loved)